Many days this is headspinning to me; I have difficulty making my own decisions. Trying to rearrange the house now, make it mine, bring myself (whoever that is, lost her too) back into it. Yet after so many years of always being told 24/7 without ceasingwhat to do, when, where and how, I’m frankly not doing as well at it as I thought I would be at this point. Now that I thought I was free. I’m trying so hard to at least accomplish something major, or maybe even minor, every day, but so far not doing so well.
People says that’s normal…..I don’t like it 😦
I pressure myself, but of course my Lord is kind as always.